It’s cold here.
Daily each sense is assaulted
Reminders that you will find no belonging.
Smells and tastes and sounds
Offering you threats instead
of comfort.
People are cold here.
No warmth, as back home
Where unplanned friends traced your smile with both hands
And mama’s bowl ignited sweetest incense within you
An altar where you’d offer up a loving savour
Borne from most sacred spices.
You feel so cold here.
And when the evenings close most bitterly
You resist tears with stored thoughts.
Of warm nights blessed by warm hands.
A small congregation round a table
Of many small dumplings that melted into your throat
As though they belonged there.
And soups rich with all the flavours
Of the land around you.
And small meats roasted on a fire
And chattering mouths
Glistening with their robust juices.
You’re still cold.
You hold a few cold coins in your cold hand.
You exchange them
Seeking q consolation close to the warmth of home.
You find something hot and lie down filled.
But it feels like treachery.
There is no deep sweetness
Or warm and smooth fire left at your throat
No comforting hum from a field of summer spices.
It feels there can be no satiated soul
When you are used to the warmth of another world.
I can feel the homesickness and sense of displacement of this narrator. Such warm memories of home, feeling alien in a colder world. I especially love your closing line which brings it all home.
ReplyDeleteThe yearning for the familiar is palpable. The need for connection is intense. That last two-line stanza is perfectly synopsizing.
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ReplyDeleteThe need for comfort and Mamma's food is evident...very nicely done!! As Kim said, the 'yearning is palpable'. A lovely piece of writing...:)
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